I am one of the people out there which spent a whole lot of their time being with their parents and it is different in my case because being the weakest of the brood or children of my parents, and because of that I am always the one among my siblings which my mother got the most attention. She already said that a long time ago with her written manifest which I happen to have read and the letter says to my other siblings to take care of me because I was the inherently weak because of my health issue. She wrote that letter just in case that she died because of her upcoming surgery regarding her uterus which was successfully surgically removed when I was still in young and I really cannot remember now on what year the surgery was done and so I happen to have read that letter when I was cleaning that other room in our house and I got curious as the plastic attaché case used by my mother to put the said letter was actually the thing that I used as my bag when I was still a grade six pupil. It is with our other documents like our birth certificates, etc. After reading that letter from my mother which was supposedly her last will or message, I realized her deep concern about me in particular because of my health condition.
During that time my Kidney condition is not yet detected other than just being weak even before I was born but I am already manifesting the tell-tale signs of an impending chronic Kidney disease which later end-up in total Kidney failure. These signs are headaches, overall body weakness which is why I was not able to participate in sports, and other strenuous activities, plus the inclusion of anxiety disorder and being grumpy which I regret to have. These are the initial manifestations of my brewing Kidney disease during my younger years until some others had popped-up when I stepped into high school and these are the more serious ones like chronic fatigue syndrome, flank pain, tea-colored urine, regular fever, and swelling of my face and legs. So during in my younger years my mother already had observed the initial signs of my soon to be one of the worst ailment that a person can experience which is why my mother had written her last will for us to read. I do thank God that her surgery went well and that she recovered fast and that factor alone quite saved my existence because my mother has been my emotional, mental, and my physical pillar even until now.
Now I am realizing more about the even more valuable existence of my mother because she is not getting any younger and are now experiencing lots of troubles with her health. Basically she is doing lots of things for me like preparing my food, my water to drink, fixing my bed when I go to the bathroom, washing my clothes, etc, anything that I need like being the one that goes to the Philhealth office when I would pay for my health insurance and also the one who accompany me if I get hospitalized, Basically with her being around is enough for me to feel much better and if I see her in a depressed state like getting sick with some not so simple cold, I also feel emotionally bad. I regret to be so dependent on my mother because we are both burdened by having to experience hardships because of my physical and health misfortune. But I know that my mother is more than happy to help me out although I know that she is not obligated to do so nor any of my siblings about having to contend with me anymore because of my age. Our culture is different here in my country, we are family-oriented family and the priority is the family because the bind of the family is so strong for the greater part of the population.
I try not to overthink about my mother or one of my parents leaving this world first before me because if that happens it will really affect my in many aspects of my life because of the extended time that I spent with my parents because I know that many of the things that my mother had been given me cannot be replicated by other people, especially by other people. I am not a "mama's boy" in fact I really wanted to also live elsewhere if I can just physically take care of myself but I am in the most vulnerable state of physical health and I needed all the love and support that I can get and only my parents can selflessly fill that big gap in my life. That is why the threat on both my parent's existence has been in my thoughts all these past few years because nothing in this world is permanent and I have the possibility of facing that moment that I will feel so much alone and vulnerable at some point and it scares me a lot to see that for happening. Now I am just enjoying every moment that I still have my loved ones and may God wills it soon that I can be able to give my parents in particular one token of my appreciation because of their selfless love and support for me because they are the hands of God for me. I am a big boy now and I have to be emotionally and mentally strong because I trust God on what he can do in my life here and beyond and because I already had experienced a lot of miracles from him already I am confident that my history of existence would not be that bad after all until my end.
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Your mom is awesome
So"s mine 🥓
Best regards to your Mom Sir @frankbacon💗
I wrote this post because my Mother/parents had been so selfless, loving, patient, and all for me and seeing her/them getting old and experiencing the troubles of old age especially my mother which is allergic to many foods and is also hyperacidic and complaining her knee pain makes me felt so sad about it.
It all affects her diet and her sleep and is also plagued with her throat condition plus she is always having a clogged nose. I will see to it if what I can do about it because she also has a Thyroid condition too, maybe it contributes to her body pains in particular. maybe she needs to consult with her Endocrinologist which actually my Endocrinologist doctor until I stopped because I discovered vitamin K2 MK-7.
Thank you for your continued contributions. If it were not for your abilities of high level Blockchain content then very few would know of the Great Work your family has done.
I would also suggest some nacent iodine and B12 but i believe you know what youre doing.
Blessings and hiehest regards
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Thanks Sir,
My mother was prescribed a medication for her Thyroid issue but never continued to go back to our Endocrinologist and that medication too.
B12 and iodine would definitely be good SUPPLEMENTS
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